tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-84572212011-04-22T09:48:31.388+08:00random thoughts on life and love by a baby who's finally a ladydenggayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03981940555633251058noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8457221.post-1096039418214772162004-09-24T23:47:00.000+08:002004-09-24T23:43:35.603+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ccffff;">have you ever been in a situation where you felt so happy yet so scared at the same time? it's like you're being torn into two. one part wants you laugh. one part wants you to sob your heart out. <br /> <br />it's like you at the highest point of your life - you have everything. money,clothes,cars,mansions,haciendas,private jets,VIP treatments in everything, everywhere in the world. you're living your dream life.. you have achieved your childhood aspirations..you name it, and everyone else will be rushing to fulfill your desires. basically, it's perfect. and you feel so happy you've made it there. <br /> <br />yet you look around you and see that you're alone. in spite of you having all that you could ever wish for, you're alone in your life. you don't have anyone to talk to and share how great your day had been. no one else is at your dining table to eat breakfast, lunch or dinner with you. not a single person is there to share the simple silly things in life with you. you'll suddenly feel empty. <br /> <br />alone. <br /> <br />afraid. <br /> <br />while i was gazing out tonight at the tiny stars twinkling in the sky, i realized how fragile and important our relationships with other people can be. because like bubbles, they can easily be made. you just need the right ingredients to form one. yet just like bubbles, these relationships end. some people can easily vanish. they can, and they will eventually, pop out of our lives. sometimes, without warning. sometimes, in a blur. and when these special people do, you'll feel deserted. as if you too had died. <br /> <br />a night of stars and bubbles. <br /> <br />a nice night to reflect upon your life. <br /> <br />how many bubbles have gone out of your lives and joined the thousand stars in the sky? <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /></span> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8457221-109603941821477216?l=bubblydeng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>denggayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03981940555633251058noreply@blogger.com10